I promise to love you now and forever till eternity
You bring me eternal bliss.
You are my husband
My confidante
My companion
Whom make me feel beautiful and special
you bring me laughter every single day.
I'm finally a Princess`
Siti Fatimah Saparuan
Blissfully married to Mohammed Sharif Bin Ali
Profession:Childcare Teacher
Love:My families,my friends and darling hubby
[ e-mail ]
Goals for the future**
To be a faithful and loyal wife
A good daughter in-law
A good mum to my children
A good friend to my besties
# Characteristics of CT
sarcastic
irritating
manja
attention-seeker
talkative(constantly need people to talk)
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
Monday, December 24, 2007
12:08 AM
Today marks my son's 1st Birthday..... Happy Birthday Sayang! Syaqirin Zaiyani sayang.... it seems just like yesterday i had you in my tummy ... I missed having you in there ... And now you are all grown up and sungguh cute sekali with the mangkok hairstyle and with all your funny antics .... When you follow what i like to say "YA Allah" really caught me off guard.I am blessed having you and will love you with all that i got ... I hope and pray that your health improved as you grow older okqy.Please don't give me a heart attack with the fever that you juz had at 40.2 ... You can grow more and more crooked teeth of yours which is a trademark for the HASSAN family ... I love you love you loads ... Jangan malas-malas okay cepat cepat jalan so tangan kiter tak patah dukong you busyuk ....
Life is bliss with you in my arms,
every single day.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
6:28 PM
These pictures are way overdue .... Hari Raya pictures ... haha ....Been very very busy with work ... Now i am on job search mode ...Finding a new job for me and in search for a better life for us.Screw passion ... Passion doesnt pays me to survive ... Therefore i hope the switch would not bore me to death ... Please pray for a better job....But as promised to Mas ... dear, he is my prince photo for you.It has been a whirlwood ride these few months.Eyin being sick every 2 weeks after being diagnozed with bronchitis during his 10 days hospital stay in September....I've been having sleepless nights and going in and out from the private clinic is depleting my savings....But money aside my son's health is more important ... On the hindside what happened in me had made me a stronger person ... I am glad i did not waver ... Dear son, i love you so much and i am doing all this just for you ...
Life is bliss with you in my arms,
every single day.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
8:03 PM
This really sucks.... I hate it ..... I am really not the person that i am now ... i hate to be like this but there's nothing i could do .... I am drifting far far away ... I am no longer the person i was 5 years ago ... I hate being like this.
Eyin was sick again on the 19th October ... lotss of things happened at work ...Tears well up .... Heart was broken ... It sucks ... Please January come soon .... My lil prince now has two front teeth growing on the lower gumss .... Finally ... i was so worried for his bogehness ... Yesterday he almost gave me a heart attack.He didnt want to sleep,i just place him in his baby cot and ignore is whining.....as i was sooo sleepy as it was already 12 plus.... before i knew it he has stood up and overturned himself out of the cot onto my body .... Terperanjat sekejap .... But im happy that he is able to stand up independently now but must jaga because he his leg still lembik can fall on his bum very easily ... You go baby ..... I love you sayang ...
Life is bliss with you in my arms,
every single day.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
8:44 PM
Alhamdulillah eyin is recuperating well at home ... During his 8 days hospital stay at NUH and 3 days at KKH .... I was praying so hard for God to make my son well again .... I am willing to exchange places with him.It pains me to see him being poked and put on drip, my heart bleed to see him crying in discomfort and enduring the constant fluctuation of high fever.I cried looking at him being breathless and had difficulties falling asleep...He didnt eat and drink his milk for four days and i cried and cried as I was coaxing him to eat but refused.I often checked on him to ensure he is breathing ... I pray to God as hard as i could not to take my son away from me ... I promise God to take care of my son as best as i could ever be.I promise God not to scold him again when is is well and at home chasing after Tuah and wrecking the furniture in our house.Dear baby,please don't give ibu a heart attack like this again.... took unpaid leave for a week to stay at the hospital with him.One day after i came back to work i was caught with a swollen eye and was on mc for 2 days.God is almighty he wants me to be by my son's side as he needs me the most just like how i needed him.Dear son, i love you so much ... You are my only precious child please don't leave me okay sayang ....
Life is bliss with you in my arms,
every single day.
Friday, September 14, 2007
10:13 PM
I have always been a very opinionated person .At times, i feel that i should loosen up a bit and also allow others to share their opinion and takes on issues that are being discussed.So far in my 24 years of being in this world i have never regretted any decisions that i had made.Once a decision is made i would always live with it and not complain if my judgement was wrong.But recently i've pondered long and hard... Well my greatest regret is buying my current house... If i knew it would be this hard i would not buy it in the first place... knowing in which i don't earn much to survive in a 5-room flat ... I should have just stuck to my decision in buying a 4-room flat but now ... everything is too late .... I should have just stuck to my decision not to buy a bigger flat knowing my financial strain.I should not have wavered and follow suit when others asked me to take it ... With the meagre pay that i bring home 90 percent of it is used for the household expenses .... I don't even put in any money in our savings account anymore .... My funds are depleting .... Would anyone belive that i am left with only 20 bucks in my bank account whereas my pay will only be on next Thursday ...And my job sucks big time with neverending problems .... All i can do is endure .... and hope that a better paying job and better working environment place is waiting for me somewhere.I have already called for my second job .... still awaiting their phonecall ...Let's hope and pray that i will get the phonecall soon.
Life is bliss with you in my arms,
every single day.
Saturday, September 01, 2007
12:10 PM
Happy Teacher's Day to me ..... Yesterday nite,PCF Clementi Education centre treated the teachers to an International Buffet at Grand Hyatt Hotel .... Well .... I was feeling under the weather as Miss Period was here and my tummy was having menstrual cramp... But food was great ... The company was great,well my great buddy Mdm Latifah,we talked and laughed and gossip and enjoyed each other's company ...as always kan .... Thanks eh for all the dirty secrets ... Lepak la you buddy.She was so sweet in sending me home after we knocked off from work and then fetch me to Grand Hyatt and also send me back home ... But we kept the secret between us because she don't want to tumpang all the others pembodek ..I was so happy with the teachers day present ... It was a watch!!!!! Yippie !!! Just like what i wanted horzzz..... BAAAGUSSSS !!!!! my suggestion was take into consideration after all ....
Anyway Thursday afternoon,the place that i blogged before whom looked down on me because i retook my O' levels called up and asked me whether I'm interested in joining them or not... What the fuck after all the humiliation ..I gave a flat NO and said that PCF gave me a pay increase(padahal tidak) so i'm staying on...Amik kau that's for putting me down the other time ...
Lot's of things happened at work also.My partner wanted to resigned because her son is always sick..They begged her to stay and so now she is working part-time only.And now i'm back to teaching 8 hours straight.. No break time ...My principal was afraid that i will quit because of this matter they are giving me an additional allowance.So i muz ensure i finished all my work...So work have to be taken home ...Come to think of it ... i have to sacrifice ... no choice ...raya is coming and the additional allowance will help to pay for bills and raya stuff also ... I am feeling very stressed up this month ... I hope i can cope ..... Money money money ... why do you drive me up the wall this way ... I would have to take on a second job if all else fails ... please pray that I will be alright...I'm having dark eye bags already ...
SHAMELESS BITCH!!!!!!!!
Life is bliss with you in my arms,
every single day.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
8:45 PM
I have been having mental block these days.. Really don't know what to write .... Anyway, things at work is getting worst ... Another colleague of mine quit and my partner's son is sick so she didn't come in for the week ...and starting from next she will only work half day..Which mean i have no break time to finish up the children's portfolio.. BAH .. I have been teaching 8 hours straight ... I am sick of it but .... WATEVA ... nothing new ... I'm just waiting for the time to come when i can be free from this sicko place... i sound so negative all the time about my work place but i can't help it .... The statistics of staff turnover proves it all...last year alone 8 teachers left.... this year for now already 8 say their goodye... If they can appreciate we teachers and our contribution to their organization... what the heck right .... why so many teachers belah ... I have been thinking about this matter for quite some time already... i think i am ready.... This is my calling ... Pray for my well-being...Thank You...
Dear babe,i hope you endure with the challenges that God has given you thus far ... I know i am not around nowadays but you are always in my prayers... I love you so much and even though i am occupied with my family now never had i forgotten you .... Although i am forever busy you never ever avoided or push me aside all these years... You were always the one calling me and checking up on me ...I thank God for letting me be a part of your life and for giving me the greatest friend ever...Banyak2 la bersabar ok .... Whatever challenges HE has for you it would make you a stronger person alright....Be STRONG !!! I am puzzled myself at the strong telepathy i had with you ... Seriously i dunno you were sad ... i am glad God gave me this gift to be able to share your sorrows... I love you .....Take Care ...
Life is bliss with you in my arms,
every single day.
Ma HeArT SpEaKs
PrOfIleZ
LiNk 'EM
VoIcE OuT
Get awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.com
