**Matrimonial Bliss***

I'm finally a Princess`
Siti Fatimah Saparuan
Blissfully married to Mohammed Sharif Bin Ali
Profession:Childcare Teacher
Love:My families,my friends and darling hubby
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Goals for the future**
To be a faithful and loyal wife
A good daughter in-law
A good mum to my children
A good friend to my besties

# Characteristics of CT
sarcastic
irritating
manja
attention-seeker
talkative(constantly need people to talk)

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
8:16 PM

It has been ages since i blog.... Well .... i've been working for 2 months already... Work has been sucky buttttt..... im looking forward to the school holidays next week ... I cant go for the KL trip...It sucks man...I was very very upset but what to do .... Others are of more importance than me ... I have to accept that I am married now and i am drifting far far away from them... Whether i am able to go or not is no longer of their concerns...I find a lot of things very unfair ... I'm not jealous or something .... but it is really very unfair ... They do NOT need to be independent.SHE do not need to work but still she gets the help as and when at home with handling the baby.... While me i have to handle everything myself with no one to help ... Everything on my own ... I feel very stressed and vexed most of the time with handling a younf infant but who can i turn to? Nobody but myself ... Haizzz ... what can i say ... All people do is complain of my incompetence being a good,patient and loving mother....But HELLO most of you in the past have the help of your mothers or mother in law or even maid ... Me all by myself,after a day of hard work i still have to be very energetic and happy no matter what ... although i have severe headache i have to endure with the pain and put aside all the pain and not think too much about it ...I would do my best to be the best mother for my son .... and i don't need all your criticism to put me down.I'm fed up WITH her ... Dun make me FUCK her upside down ... Its a matter of time she will kena from me ...

Life is bliss with you in my arms,
every single day.